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08:33pm 07/10/2007
Jamison Huebsch
So my best friend reminds me that I never post unless it's negative.

I try to post today, but the world twists to make it true. heh.

I'm seriously stressed out, my household is in disarray and it's not an internal problem. It's really rough on me not being able to protect and care for the people I care about most, I want to be able to just fix all the problems, but I can't.

Plus it seems like just when we manage to cope somewhat with one thing, something else blows up.

I'm crossing my fingers and hoping everythings going to be okay.
mood: stressedstressed
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Quick Meme  
07:51pm 04/10/2007
Jamison Huebsch
Suprise Suprise

Find out what heroes character are you at LiquidGeneration.com!
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Worst Day yet.  
10:09pm 02/09/2007
Jamison Huebsch
At least in a while.

Nothing like being locked out of your house for a evening, and not being able to afford a locksmith.

I keep thinking to myself "Next paycheck it will get better."
So I'll see how I'm doing on friday.
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Memes are quick and fun. :)  
08:22pm 29/08/2007
Jamison Huebsch

You're The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe!

by C.S. Lewis

You were just looking for some decent clothes when everything changed
quite dramatically. For the better or for the worse, it is still hard to tell. Now it
seems like winter will never end and you feel cursed. Soon there will be an epic
struggle between two forces in your life and you are very concerned about a betrayal
that could turn the balance. If this makes it sound like you're re-enacting Christian
theological events, that may or may not be coincidence. When in doubt, put your trust
in zoo animals.

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

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Emotions, Time, and other junk.  
07:31pm 25/08/2007
Jamison Huebsch
So, somehow, it's become vitally important that I get back into playing requiem. *blinks*

This comes at a time when I've never been more stressed out by RL, but instead of game being relaxing, lately it's only felt like work or more stress. I've even been thinking about quiting, or taking a break from it, but most of my friends I've talked to about it ask me not to.

To top it all off, lately I've been suffering from a lot of confused emotions. I.e. I feel stuff that seems out of place, random bits of anger or such that I don't think I'd normally feel. It's really disturbing to me, because I've had issues with emotional control in the past, and it kind of scares me.

I think I cracked just a little under the stress lately, but here's to seeing if I just chipped the paint, or what. :)

And here I was just giving a friend advice on their life, and looks what's happening to me, heh.
mood: confusedconfused
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Meme going around.  
10:08pm 21/08/2007
Jamison Huebsch
Been exhausted by work and RL financial stresses. No energy left for gaming pretty much across the board.

Saw Meme. Took meme
got meme backCollapse )
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12:33am 15/07/2007
Jamison Huebsch
So even if the financial problems get solved, I still may be moving. And they aren't solved yet.


New job monday. Mantra.

Also need to remember to eat more than once every two days. *sigh*
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Update on me ... ( + Email update!)  
08:47pm 13/07/2007
Jamison Huebsch
So habitation issues are partly resolved. Or at least delayed for now.

Financial issues are rough, but I'm in the middle of switching to a brand new job with higher pay and is full time with really good benifits. I start monday, yay!

I've just now gone through 90% of my unread email that was getting stacked VERY high with all the RL stuff going on. I made sure to go through and hit all the important or personal ones especially, so now I mostly have Digests to go through.

If you emailed me, and are awaiting a responce and don't have one? I've lost or never got your email, please resend while I actually have time to do email, as you never know when RL may strike again! :)

*sigh* Now if my grandfather can just get better, and a couple of finance issues get ironed out, everything will be okay again. I think *hopes*.
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09:02pm 02/07/2007
Jamison Huebsch
So now, I probbally need to find a new place to live.

Awesome. Maybe it'll all be better tomorrow. But probbally not.
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01:39pm 02/07/2007
Jamison Huebsch
Works been hectic lately, between working at "Crazy Seafood Themed Restuarant" and working out all the details of my job for the city of Louisville, so I can quit said theme job and actually have things like ... free time. And a paycheck that moves above low triple digits. Very low.


So today I have the day off, for once. I've got about half my stuff for today done.

1) Wake up. Check.
2) Clean Kitchen. Check.
3) Put on clothes. Check.
4) Make at least 1 IC email. Check.
5) Do VST report. Not check. *sigh*
6) Read ALL my emails. ... ... ...
7) Reply to ALL my emails. ... damn.
8) Write and post dirty poems that have been dancing in my head. Nope, not yet.
9) Eat? ??? ???????? - sometime today. Eventually.

There, now you've had your random 'me' for the day.
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